For some reason I don't know where did these cockroaches come from... They won't let me enter the bathroom for me to take a bath... I should've been out of the house earlier but then I postponed most of the things because of these cockroaches... Why is it they are now immune to baygon... I know to myself I did spray lots and lots of times but then they're so freakin' alive... They're like aliens that continuously transforms depending on the environment they're in...
I've been like a cast in Men in Black holding a weapon in each hand... Blue baygon on the left while green baygon on the right but when the cockroach flew... I just ran... damn!! I really hate all of these cockroaches... bad experiences and dirty in the inside but also on the outside... damn!!
It's just so hard to accept at first that I obtain a sickness which one step away it'll be like the sickness that killed my loving grandmother... At first, I was shocked and can't accept the fact I do have this kind of sickness... If you could see me walked out of the hospital that time, my eyes are just staring straight... My mind is full of words such as "SHIT", "why do I have it?", and others... Then the next emotion that popped in me is being scared... Scared thinking that I might fall on to the same destiny like my grandmother does... Even my optimistic side left me in an instant... now I know the feeling of having a disease you wouldn't be expecting to be in you...
Right now... I'm just being me and being optimist runs in me again... All I need is to take care of myself thoroughly in order for me not to obtain this sickness again... One thing that made me laugh is that I always thought "I need some rest please give me rest..." and then poof! Rest has arrived but with a different twist... I'm sick... oh well... that really proves that life isn't just always good... for every good times of course there would also be bad times... if there are good things then bad things is just around the corner... Life won't be in the equilibrium state if there would always be good times... Sometimes we need to have bad times in order for us to learn something from it...
Last Saturday (11/07/2009) was pure fun!! No person can't deny the fact that I'm super duper overly happy that time... I must say its a stressful day but it's all worth it... It seems that I'm wanting that day to repeat over and over again...
A lots of things happened to me right after I woke up in the morning and went out of the house... I super enjoyed our acting workshop session for it tackles body movements... I've also had some realizations which made me laugh to myself... Such realizations are as follows:
1. Acting workshop makes you a mean person because it teaches you to become observant with the surroundings... How does one become mean?? well.. for me... I'm starting to notice people around me... I don't know why but what I'm seeing are affronts of people... hahaha...
2. In connection to number 1... Acting workshop makes my weird senses be alive most of the time... The weird senses I'm talking about is this freakin' seeing ghosts...
3. If you really have the passion on something... you should have at least allocated time for it...
4. Patient X is not a good movie to watch... hahaha... lol
5. Acting is like dancing with lines to be told and script to be followed... I've been thinking that dancing and acting is far different from one another... but then it proved me wrong in this session...
Anyway... all the time we've spent in the workshop are body movements and it seems like we're dancing... Finding the right rhythm in order to establish proper connection to one partner by means of the body... I didn't expect someone who is very known to the theater and TV productions acknowledge my talent... I'm so flattered about it cause I always thought to myself that I'm not good (instincts tell me I'm good but my mind says no)... Because of this acknowledgment/praise, I feel motivated and at the same time I need to learn to trust my instincts at times... But that doesn't mean I would become a bigheaded person because of this... I would still place my feet on the ground and stay humble... :D
After the tiring yet fun workshop... I've sat at ABS Starbucks (my usual tambayan) and think about "what would I do if suddenly a candidate of Ms. Earth popped in front of me especially Ms. Belgium??" and then poof!! I'm seeing Ms. Belgium entering Starbucks... I've suddenly said "OH SHIT!" due to the fact I was thinking about her and now she's right infront of me... hahaha... okay then... I took a picture with her and told her how beautiful she is... Luckily, she said "OHH THANK YOU I REALLY APPRECIATE IT"... *melted to the max* hahaha...
KJ is so funny... He has done so many things to me in a blink of an eye... Whenever I think about a person I'm wanting to see that day, they always show up infront of me and I'm super happy for it... making life a full surprise...
After chilling at Starbucks... I went to Aberdeen Court for the UST Days With The Lord Batch 74 Dinner (our batch)... I didn't expect it would be fun... This was a really stressful event yet super duper fun!! hahaha... I became the MC of the night and I really don't know where I'm getting my energy the whole time... It seems that I'm like a camel who has lots of water reserves on the back... hahaha... One should also consider that I'm already tired due to the workshop and yet I've made the event a lively one at least...
I've also experienced FOR THE FIRST TIME *gonna tell this in tagalog* hahaha... MALAGLAG!! DAHIL AKO PALAGI ANG NANLALAGLAG NG CRUSH TAPOS NGAYON BIGLANG AKO!! KINOMBO PA AKO!! hahaha... enough said.. hahaha... aside from that I get to dance for the second time within the day...
I do hope that the Batch dinner went well despite the fact that I've given so much award to people... and they didn't expect it at all... hahaha...
Sample awards are as follows: Mr. Nosebleed, Kiko Matsing, Mr. and Ms. Umeeffort, Ms. Jologs, and others...
I would also like to apologize if someone took my joke that time seriously... :D
Who says surfin' is a very boring extreme sport?? Who says surfin' is not applicable to our country cause we are part of the third world countries??
Here are some of the question that I would totally disagree with... Surfin' is indeed a really enjoyable and exciting sport to learn... At first it was difficult to find your balance at the surfin' board but once you get into it... It's so cool!! One thing that made me laugh out loud deep inside me is that my encouragement to learn surfin' so fast... If you're so curious about that encouragement well here it is... We had a Israelian boy classmate who actually did surf in just three waves... and at his third wave I really can't believe that this boy teased me by stickin' his tongue out and faced me... When I saw he did that to me, I told myself: "oh no! I should lose to this freakin' boy!! I'm gonna kick your butt if I have a chance" hahaha... due to this encouragement/motivation, I learned to surf so fast... also include the fact that I'm so eager to learn how to surf...
If you would ask where did I surf?? I learned surfing at Club Manila East at Taytay, Rizal... Thankfully the weather is so nice that time but its payback is worse for me... it made my face got burned by the heat of the angry sun again cause I forgot to put sunblock on my face... of all human parts that I would forget to put a sunblock on... damn! hahaha...
well! there's something in surfin' that I really did like... not just because it's fun, exciting and cool stuff to do with... but its inner effect on me... When I surf, I tend to forget every problems that I had at least... It's like problems are being waved away from you towards the shore and wash it out by the water rabids... I would surely want to go surfin' again... It's so relaxing and so fulfilling learning how to surf... yeayeah!!
Words aren't enough to express how happy am I right now... Even the tiniest event that I've encountered last weekend contributed a lot and really did showed me that it's very nice living here on our world... Now I'm wanting to punch myself so much due to the fact I've thought of ending this wonderful life... I'm also thanking HIM for showing to me that I should not let myself be drowned with the problems I'm facing... Instead, face it head on cause he's always there to guide you to find the right solution to it...
I've never thought my childhood dreams are still in effect and it's going back to me right now... I've also felt the passion to what I really want to be doing in my life... I'm still hoping that this passion would lead me to the right path and would lead me far... I also can't believe I would be so open to people I don't know much... Who would ever thought sharing a bit of your life story to a bunch of strangers... It's so relaxing and feeling so refreshed again...
I couldn't believe I have the ability to replace the feeling of uneasiness, anger, and sadness of other people to a happy one and create a considerable environment... I've felt this one when I'm talking to a talent artist of ABS CBN because I've been observing him and it seems that he's so uneasy... Suddenly, my mouth tend to greet him even my conscious mind says to myself why did you trigger that conversation?? hahaha... anyway... I'm so happy to know I can convince a person to be happy in some ways...
I'm also an ironic person and I've realized it the night I've experienced how fulfilled am I... Imagine most people tend to get drunk if they've been having so many problems in life... but me... I get myself drunk because I'm super happy... Ironic isn't it??
Finally, I want to thank HIM for making me realize I'm still important in this life... that I can make a difference which I tend to ignore most of the time... He also made me feel that not all stuffs came from the word "LUCK"... Thanks for everything... Thanks for giving me wonderful friends that I doubted for so long... and I'm really really sorry for doubting... Thanks for giving me a new family I can consider and always there to support me... THANKS THANKS! ^_^
I really can't believe that I would be stunned with just one girl diving on to me in a disco club... well... I've been writing this blog in tipsy mode but I know to myself that I'm not fully drunk... take not I'm just TIPSY! and I know what I'm doin'... hahahaha...
anyway... here's the story goes... one time in Manor (to those who don't know where Manor is... well it is located somewhere in Eastwood...) there were two girls (both of them are cousins).. they danced with us... US meaning my tropa, my super friends... well part of it... hahaha... then after a few minutes there was a girl who suddenly jumped on to me... and then poof! instead of doin' the same old thing (dancing with a girl and makin' the floor hot...)... it turned out the other wise... I was super stunned for at least three seconds and then she left on to me... After she left I've realized that WATDAHECK!! It's already an opportunity and I was just stunned... Even my super girl friends asked me why did I stopped for several seconds... hahaha... After a few minutes, we just saw her beside the DJs together with SAM MILBY... yeah! we've seen Sam Milby...and then I started to strike my head and keeps on saying "damn damn! the girl who jumped on to me just went to Sam Milby's hands"
hahahaha... oh well... that's it!
signin' off!!
waaaa.... I'm so freakin' desperate to have a signed CD and a picture with her... but then the autograph signing at Podium is way earlier than I have expected... I can't make it on 4:00 PM... damn!! waaaa.... I still have a physical examination by 5:00PM that's why I can't make it there... damn!! waaaa....
I still don't know if I would watch her concert at NBC Tent... The greatest hindering factor of this is money... It's way expensive and considering it's a standing room... That's why my mind keeps on battling on the fact that I would love to watch her concert... waaaa....
well if you don't know Marie Digby... She was a great accoustic singer discovered in youtube... Just type and search in youtube "Marie Digby" and you would see lots of her nice renditions of the popular songs today... She also has original tracks that are cool!
